Something is off

Mentally and physically nothing is clicking right now. I am down and out on training. I was so excited about the new year and tackling new objectives. My run was coming together and most importantly I was having fun. That is the case no longer

There is no motivation in the body right now. I don't want to train. My runs are not going well. I am carrying a lot of stress about the upcoming season. I should be psyched that I am racing in a month but I'm not. I have even considered pulling out of the race.

I can recall only a few times that I have ever let the negative mental demons beat me down. Seems like they are winning right now. All I want to do is stay at home, act lazy and eat really bad. I never want fast food and I was craving it all weekend. And pizza too.

I took off most of the weekend. I didn't run this weekend after my miserable run Friday afternoon. Right now, I am going to take a few days off from running and focus on the other disciplines. Hopefully that will re-engage me a bit. I really need to get these cobwebs out of my head.